Silhouetted
against a bank of multicolored stage lights, toddlers skip and whirl
like toy dervishes waiting to be transported into another world
on waves of song. It's minutes before noon as the twentieth anniversary
celebration of Austin's venerable Waterloo Records is off and running
with an early lineup targeted at kids.
Children
and parents alike come to rapt attention when the first entertainer
steps to the microphone to accompany herself on acoustic guitar.
Everything about her, the festive, flower-embroidered pants, the
million-dollar smile, the reassuring words and gestures, and the
voice-especially her pure, crystalline singing voice-draw listeners
like moths to an exposed bulb.
For the next
half hour, Sara Hickman gives a performance that is part folk troubadour
and part Sesame Street-style minstrel show. She opens her mini-set
with an impressive version of the Joni Mitchell tune "Chelsea
Morning" before launching into pure kid stuff including the
lively favorite "The Hokey Pokey," a giddy little number
that comes with its own endearingly silly choreography.
With
just a handful of tunes, Hickman showcases not only an array of
impressive technical skills, but a remarkable ability to connect
with an audience-even one that ranges in age from rug rat to retiree.
Wielding an arsenal of talent, charm, humor, passion and humility,
she effortlessly moves people with her inspiring music and uplifting
vibe.
Hickman's
polished stage persona is not entirely God-given. Years of practice
have had an impact as well. Inheriting the genes of artistic parents-her
mom's a talented weaver, dad's a painting professor-Hickman's gifts
have been nurtured for years. The Houston native, who was recently
given the "Austin Under Forty" award in the arts and entertainment
category, has been performing for more than three-quarters of her
life, professionally better than half. She fronted her first band
by the time she was ten, and landed her first paying gig at a Houston
Oilers party by the grizzled age of fourteen.
She attended
Houston's High School for the Performing and Visual Arts as a voice
major before moving on to Denton to study art at University of North
Texas, where she graduated with a bachelor of arts degree in painting.
All the while she was writing songs, playing gigs on the side, and
developing a solid fan base in the Dallas area. Her decision to
pursue music after college, rather than become an art director,
was a no-brainer.
Her Waterloo
appearance put her gifts as singer, songwriter, guitarist, and children's
entertainer on display. As brief as it was, however, those present
witnessed something else, as well: a woman who makes every minute
count. The passion is obvious while she's on stage, yet there can
be little doubt her joie de vivre goes with her when she steps out
of the spotlight.
For Hickman,
it's not at all about soaring to new heights in the pop music world.
It's not just about making records either. She wants nothing less
than to make the world a better place. And since moving to Austin
in 1994, she has been on a mission to do just that in ways that
completely transcend the music.
At a Barton
Springs-area coffee shop in late March, Hickman takes time from
her packed schedule to talk about her artistry, aspirations, and
activism. The vivacious blond exudes a level of enthusiasm that
would fuel a junior-high drill team, and to experience it firsthand
is to better understand her knack for bowling over just about anybody
she encounters.
With a disarming
smile, she greets total strangers as she walks up the back parking
lot, and then hugs the establishment's manager as if she were kin.
With a mocha latte, she sits down to expound upon a life that's
all about moving people-and when necessary, perhaps even a mountain
or two.
"I'm
having such a good time in my career right now," she says,
talking about the big picture. "And I just have all these avenues
open to me. Actually, it's almost overwhelming because I get to
do all these really neat things that inspire me and keep me on my
toes."
Neat things,
indeed. Here's just a short list of endeavors Hickman is involved
in outside her professional gig as a well known and highly respected
folk-rock singer and songwriter: With her husband, photographer
Lance Schriner, and a couple other creative people, she runs Stingray,
an outfit that designs posters and CD jackets; she sings commercial
jingles for the likes of Southwest Airlines, Fannie Mae, Wal-Mart,
and Half Price Books, among others; and she is a painter and freelance
writer, to boot.
If all this
weren't enough, Hickman dedicates enough time and energy assisting
various nonprofit organizations that she easily qualifies as one
of Austin's most involved, and visible, personalities. Gretchen
Flatau, executive director of Mother's Milk Bank at Austin, where
Hickman served on the board for two years, marvels at Hickman's
energy and commitment: "She approached her duties with compassion
and joy. She gave in numerous ways-performing at concerts and getting
her friends to do the same, offering spirited ideas at meetings,
auctioning off a hand-painted guitar on eBay and donating the proceeds
to the Milk Bank. I could go on and on."
So
could a lot of prominent people in the community-and if given the
chance, probably would in a heartbeat. John Kunz, owner of Waterloo
Records, remembers his first brush with Hickman: "I first met
Sara when she came down to Waterloo from North Texas to do an in-store
performance promoting her debut major label release Shortstop on
Elektra Records. At that time we had neither a stage nor a p-a system,
so all of our in-store performances were strictly acoustic and unplugged.
"Sara
didn't miss a beat. She hopped right up on the front counter, creating
an instant makeshift stage. The only thing bigger than the guitar
up there with her was the smile on her face. She turned a full store's
worth of people into lifelong fans in the space of three or four
songs, and I proudly count myself among them.
"I also
remember a grandmother shopping for her son that day. She had no
idea who Sara was, but over several years, returned to buy her subsequent
releases. That's the magic of Sara in concert. Sara has a sense
of humor and a love of life that is positively contagious. Kids,
adults, and grandparents all start wearing the 'Sara smile' that
she willingly shares with all in her audience."
Want to hear
more about Hickman's big heart and zestful spirit? Ask the folks
at the Capital Area Food Bank of Texas, the Susan B. Komen Breast
Cancer Foundation, House the Homeless, SafePlace, Austin Race for
the Cure, and Habitat for Humanity, just for starters. Descriptions
and anecdotes run the gamut but invariably when people talk about
Hickman, they're singing the same song.
John Aielli,
the beloved and erudite host of the popular Eklectikos show on public
radio station KUT-FM 90.5, knows Hickman well. She has appeared
numerous times on his show over the years promoting charitable events,
performing live, and chatting about career developments. "She's
a one-of-a-kind energy," he says, "light incarnate, and
bright and beautiful. She gives so much with her art, we are grateful
to have her in this world. I wish there were more like her, but
we've got her and we are thankful."
On numerous
occasions, Hickman has come to the aid of Austin's other public
broadcasting entity, KLRU-TV, where the award-winning live music
program Austin City Limits is taped. ACL producer Terry Lickona
booked Hickman in 1991 when she was on Elektra and had quite a nationwide
buzz going. "I've always respected Sara for her overflowing
optimism, enthusiasm, and never-say-die attitude about life,"
he says. "She's a one-woman charm offensive who could win over
the most die-hard nonchalant. Her songs reflect it all, and her
persistence in doing things her own way is a model for other women-not
only artists."
So Hickman,
with waves of support and encouragement from every imaginable sector
of the community, just keeps on going, answering the call, taking
on more. And she wouldn't have it any other way. "If I was
just a recording artist," she explains, "I think I might
just get bored. But all these things intertwine and embrace each
other. By getting to be musical and creative, I get to inspire other
people."
Her efforts
to inspire certainly do not stop when she picks up a guitar. Her
new record released in February, Faithful Heart, is an album she's
wanted to record for a while-even more so since the events of September
11. "Faithful Heart is a collection of love songs that I've
written or love songs that have touched me throughout my life. I
just feel that part of what I do and part of makes me unique is
my desire to touch people. After September 11, I really felt this
pull from the audience to give more of myself. I've always been
an open artist, so I wanted to make this CD about love-about being
positive, and uplifting, and joyous, and all the many, wonderful
facets of love."
The record
is Hickman's ninth solo effort (including her albums for children)
in a recording career that began with Equal Scary People in 1989.
She enjoyed more than a mild flirtation with stardom after her second
effort and major label debut Shortstop came out on Elektra in 1990.
Reviews were glowing and there was a lot of exciting media attention
including appearances on the Tonight Show and on VH1 as a countdown
host. Then came time for the follow-up album and her first tough
lesson in the cutthroat ways of the record business.
The president
of the label simply did not like what Hickman delivered and decided
not to release it. He also abruptly dropped her from the company's
roster of artists. "When it happened, it was very, very painful,"
she recalls, "because I felt ashamed. I felt like I'd done
something wrong and I took it personally. My approach has always
been that whomever I work with is family and, to me, being a part
of a big record label is like an extension of a musical family.
So it brought up all those self-esteem issues, like, you know, I
must suck."
Once over
the initial shock, Hickman had to face the fact that whether released
or not, the material was no longer hers to control. In the current
system, by simply bankrolling records, huge media conglomerates
obtain outright ownership of the artistic sweat and blood of every
act under contract. For Hickman, the situation was unacceptable.
"There was never any, I would say, hostility or confrontation
about it, just a lot of confusion on my side because it was all
new to me. But I think it was all handled beautifully. You know,
I said, 'This is what I need; I can't go on without my songs,' and
they were like, 'Okay, this is what it will cost.' I just had to
figure out how to get the money together."
Her mother
was first to encourage Hickman to turn to her fans. "She came
up with the plan of asking fans to donate money," Hickman explains.
"The concept grew from a bracelet I'd worn for six years for
Thomas Sutherland, a hostage in Lebanon. My Mom thought my CD was
being held hostage and my fans were my family who could help get
it released."
The outpouring
of support she received was remarkable, and before long Hickman
had the $50,000 needed to buy back her songs. She then went back
to Discovery, the independent label on which she issued her first
album, to release the album, titled Necessary Angels, in 1994. The
fiasco was a rugged lesson for her, forcing her to look at the business
side of her chosen profession in a completely different way. "I
didn't really get burned on the major label thing," she says.
"The thing that bothered me most-and still bothers me-and I
can't believe is not a huge issue with people, is that (the record
label) owns things to perpetuity. And I find that really offensive."
Today, Hickman
records on her own label, Sleeveless, and has a steady hand in the
whole process, from production to promotion and package design.
In fact, she's now a vocal advocate of sweeping change in the fundamental
way record companies operate, particularly the major labels. "I
think that's what's been so exciting watching musicians in the last
twelve years that I've been doing this, is we're getting much more
educated and we're taking care of ourselves, and we're nurturing
ourselves in fiscally intelligent ways, you know, business ways.
"It's
really a beautiful thing that has happened. Not only do artists
retain their rights, but we're helping to support smaller cottage
industries. It's a return to people having their own businesses
instead of these major corporations, like, I hate to say it, (AOL)
Time Warner, owning everything and gobbling up the whole world."
With that
speed bump behind her, Hickman continued to forge ahead writing,
performing and recording. She produced, directed, and shot her first
video, Joy, which won first place in its category at the USA Film
Festival; she formed a side project called Domestic Science Club,
an all-female trio that would eventually record two folk-rock albums;
and she also took the first steps leading to her burgeoning new
role as activist.
It started
when she chaired a committee that raised $43,000 for the Dallas
Dance for Life. Later she hooked up with ARTS (Artistic, Recreational
and Therapeutic Services), visiting children, AIDS patients, stroke
victims and other patients, putting her many talents to use helping
the healing project. Since moving to Austin, the trick has been
juggling career, family (including two children, Lily and ioLana),
and an ever-expanding list of organizations she works tirelessly
to support, championing everything from literacy to affordable housing.
Her exhausting
schedule these days includes crisscrossing the country for Half
Price Books. "I'm their National Reading Ambassador. They fly
me around the country to perform and read with children at hospitals
and schools." She has also just begun speaking out about the
urgent need for child safety seats. Hickman actually carries extra
seats in her car to give to families who can't afford them. "I'll
walk up to people-even in traffic-and offer to give them the seats
and show them how to put them in," she says. "It's been
a slow but rewarding endeavor, slow because I buy the seats myself,
and they're expensive. Most people are happy to take the seats,
though."
She is also
out promoting Faithful Heart with live shows around the country,
and she's preparing to go into the studio this summer to record
her next children's CD, Big Kid.
With a successful
career and a loving family, her life is rich, her plate full. The
question then might be why not slow down a bit and enjoy the ride?
For Hickman it's simple: "I don't think of it as, I'm a singer-songwriter,
I'm a mommy, I'm a wife, I'm an activist. I think of it as, 'This
is it! This is all I get.' I have I don't know how many years, but
every moment of every day is my chance to be involved in this mystery
called life. It is a complete honor to get to do a lot of the work
I've done because I wouldn't be doing what I'm doing without a community,
and I'm a part of that community.
"And
to me, it all goes around: the money goes around, the songs go around,
the love goes around, and I want to inspire people to volunteer
because if you even volunteer one hour a week, you might be touching
somebody's life that is going to affect their children and generations
beyond. That's the most exciting thing in my whole life."
Patrick
Cosgrove marks his twenty-fifth year in Austin later this summer.
Besides being a big fan of live music, he is also a force to be
reckoned with on some of the finer dance floors around town. What
he lacks in style he more than makes up for in velocity.
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